lycanfury

   As my words create new valleys and springs across the everlasting horizon where my path leads me, I find a resurrection of something ancient and forgotten inside of myself… the kinds of sensations that resemble a pain throughout all your teeth and around your tongue. A sensation of being complete at last and capable to go anywhere here on. While this faithful spark contemplates the lack of attention awarded to questions of the mind that arouse in the likeliest of places, even if considered special by symbolists, I come to realize that all the voices have not been heard because there was no way to integrate them across and infinite p

By discarding my need for understanding the mechanism behind this world I managed in finding where i've been this whole time And open my eyes a little wider Though they've never been open in the first place Therefore, as i suspected long ago The things that really matter, and the emotions that i convert against the challanges that await me Are the few things in this world i cannot comprehend The place i was lost inside is now called home Because of the fact that my mind cannot Grasp the concept of evershining great fields Of gray clock-pieces Merged together by the powers at work in this World. I hereby declare my ration irrele

She showed me a world beyond ambition and career, She gave my life a meaning, a balance and it was my honor to love her for the short time she was with me and if i were young again and i met her for the first time even knowing our fate I would do it all over again I know you denied yourself the experience because you must think it would inevitably end in pain and loneliness But That is  Love

Absent minded, betrayed by thoughts, scarred I feel a void growing in me, dark and empty The void is anger, lust, disbelief, incertitude, hunger, desire I surf through points of view, keeping my distance from these great waves because of fear of change I try to shield myself and somehow banish the voices that linger inside my tears. What good is a shield in a world where nor light, nor death, nor Lucifer's wrath could aid me? Useless As I hold on to the walls moving toward sanctuary, I see THEM. The walls made out of men, women, children. I hear their screams as the wall moves and theyr skulls break, bones crumble eyes vanish. I l

Contained… Yes, that’s the word. Metal… That’s the other word. It’s night, a long vast wasteland, no grass, no trees, not a scent of water. A metal container between two rocks with just one window… the window’s position is to west and if you look through it you can see …absolutely nothing…  no door, that’s where you got me trapped… …This time… It starts to rain… I see my face in the window, my face is covered with rain’s tears, the noise of water burning through the cold metal rages a sound like the grinding of teeth. I hear the water’s battle cry bit

Do you believe in hell? Do you believe in the things you feel? Do you believe in the things you see or hear? Do you want to know? Do you want to know me?       I didn't believe in hell ... not until i found myself right in the middle of it, here… Where am I ? My eyes cannot see , and my ears cannot hear. Would you give me a crystal for my eyes to see? Would you give me a hammer to smite something so I could hear? But wait ... I can feel ... I feel it's not dark , I feel sound all around me, I feel a volcano erupting , I feel  a forest dying, I feel a fading sound and a rotting corpse. What could i have done ? How did i get h

Who made the world like this? They did. Why did They make it like this? Why is the world like this? Because they don't want sad geniuses , they want happy retards. Why do plans never go right? Because you're not in your world , you're in this world. Why does she love me? Why do you love her. I just do. ... Why am i alive? Because you wished to. Why am i not happy? Because you got everything you wished for. What did i wish for? Everything you are. Why did i wish to be alive? Because you weren't happy. Where is happyness? Here. Who are you? Truth. Why am i not happy? Choice... Knowledge or Happyness. You already made that